chemo, medications and all that goes with it, including the side-effects. Especially the side effects.
It’s 3:10 in the freaking morning. I just woke up from a so/so sleep freezing cold but dripping with sweat. A body is not made to sweat while it’s cold. It’s just not normal. The fronts of your thighs are not supposed to sweat, not natural.
I know it’s because it’s chemo day tomorrow. Try to think of me at 3:30 and whisper a hope that the chemicals will be kind this time.
I’m starting to get used to the throwing up every morning again. It’s like riding a bike I guess. You just never forget. Actually had energy yesterday and got some housework and laundry done. Now I can’t sleep. I ache all over, the cold has seeped into my bones and I have a rocking headache.
Right now, I’m off to find a Vicodin for pain, a Compazine for the nausea that will follow the Vicodin. But at least I’ll sleep for awhile.