I’m nervously waiting for the results of my last C/T scan. My nails are chewed to a nub. I have the attention span of a three-day old puppy. I so don’t want this back, and what if it’s like last time where the tumor didn’t show on the C/T but was found “accidentally” during a biopsy. Guess it’s the one time a doctors accident actually benefited me.
I was talking to C the other day on the phone and it dawned on me that in the past 5 years I’ve had 9 major surgeries. By major, I mean they put you under, make an incision and either put something in, but usually take parts out. Another biopsy to my neck will really make me look like a slasher victim. Kids already look at me funny. My neck is the color of nicely cooked turkey, from the radiation, and the scars stand out like white lines.
Anyway, had a kind of spoil me day, again. Joe wanted to look for furniture for his office, so we went to a couple of furniture stores, then to Joannes’ for a skirt pattern for me. (I picked up the coolest material). Then got my hair trim and my toes pedicured. I now have bright purple toesies.
I am really learning to love my new iPad. I’m sure that once the newness wears off, it won’t be so much of a time suck, but for now, I’m having fun playing and learning. Can’t use it to update here though. It doesn’t upload photo’s easily and I haven’t figured out how to include photo’s in posts and stuff. I’m working on it.
I’m calling it a night. Anyone want to send some white light and hugs for tomorrows results, all will be used whole heartedly.