He just cashed in our CC points and scheduled a vacation in Cozumel for the next week. My biopsy is on the 10th so our trip will be from the 3rd to the 9th. I get a week of sun, fun and cocktails by the pool. A brief respite from reality granted, but at this point, any respite is welcome.
I do feel terrible because we had committed to babysitting this weekend and had to cancel at the last minute. I’m torn between my loyalty to my kids and my need to get away before everything starts all over again. The last time everything went so fast. From diagnosis to chemo to radiation to surgery to recovery to chemo to three years before I was me again.
So, do I stay or do I go?