It’s been weeks. I’m up all night, then sleep all day. Or I sleep all night and nap all day. I don’t know if it’s the weather or my medications interacting or what but I can’t seem to catch enough sleep. I’m getting nothing done and am feeling the major guilt of leaving everything for everyone else to do. Day before yesterday I slept till 2:30 in the afternoon and I was back in bed by eight.
So yesterday I went to the doctors to discuss this problem, cause it is a problem. We reviewed my medications, did blood work to check for Epstein Barr and for Jaundice. Checked my white and reds and platelets. Everything is normal. My reds and whites are better than they have been in five years. My platelets are at 25 which is almost normal for a chemo patient. My meds (all twelve different kinds) checked out, although we decided to stop the Ambien. According to all that I’ve read they become less effective the longer you are on them. After six years, I’m past the point of even using them anymore. So we will see if that changes anything. I’m supposed to be more active during the day too. Yep, it’s 4 below outside and sleeping and I’m supposed to go for a walk. Not gonna happen.
Went out with mom and we both got hair cuts. Feels good not to be shaggy. But I don’t like places that don’t wash your hair first. I’m paying the same price, but they just spray it wet with ice water and cut from there. I want the shampoo, the scalp massage, the yummy smelling conditioner. I figure I’m paying for it, I want it. Last time I go to this place.
Then went to Home Depot with Joe. Picked up the paint color for the last bedroom that needs to be redone. It’s Behrs Sweet Midori 420B-5. I wish I could snap a photo from their website but they have it blocked. It’s an amazing green, I can’t wait to start painting.
Finally getting smarter about cleaning a two-story house. Up to this point, I’ve done fairly well. I have cleaning products in all the bathrooms so I don’t have to carry them from room to room. I keep supplies of towelling, vinegar, baking soda and liquid soap upstairs and down. So between yesterday and today Joe and I have gotten both a Swiffer sweeper and duster, with refills, to put in the upstairs linen closet. Now we don’t have to remember to drag them up and down stairs when we are using them. One more step on the efficiency ladder.
Put on a sweatshirt from 1996 today. It’s from a whale watching trip we took while on vacation with the kids. One of the best times.
Off for dinner. Gonna nosh on leftovers today. We’ve had take out all week so there are tons of bits to pick from. Have a wonderful night all.