Regardless of the situation, no matter how hopeless the outcome may be, I will never quit, and I will never back down. I have become the wolf.

It’s chemo day.

My reprieve is officially over.  Today I find out if I’m eligible for Tarceva or if I stay on the IV.  Either way, I’m just waiting in line for my poison.  The black cloud has descended over my head and I’m unable to focus on anything but sleeping.  I’m just so tired and stressed.  Even the little things like laundry don’t hold my interest now.  I know I have to fight it, but just don’t have the willpower today.  I’ll try again tomorrow.


Comments on: "The black cloud is descending again" (1)

  1. Good Luck!! I hope you are.

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