I start Radiation probably on Monday, maybe sooner. From his considered opinion I will get at least 14 rounds of radiation, that’s M-F with the weekends off for good behavior. Now since I’m running consecutively with my chemo, I’m gonna be hurtin’ for certain. I so don’t want to go through this again. The first two/three weeks I’ll be fine. Then it’s gonna hit me like a Mack truck doing 80.
I am just completely sad. My heart hurts. I’m having a hard time dealing with this right now.